A new beginning

This isn't my first blog to ever start but hopefully it will be the blog that I keep working on.

So many things are happening and changing right now it's crazy! It's one of those things that doesn't seem normal...that happens a lot. I feel like my world is falling down around my feet again. I can't get my scrapbooking stuff from Tulsa because I can't get to tulsa. My puppies are still there and I can't get them either. I am completely broke and very frustrated. I'm trying to get a new job and would love to work at Archiver's but that doesn't seem to be a reality either. Why do I think i'm talented enough to be the one they want?? My father-in-law hates my guts and won't let me borrow their car to go and get our stuff. So blasted frustrating. I just want to be able to create! What's so wrong with that?? Oh well, don't know why I thought he would be nice to me this time.

Sorry to be so much of a downer. It must be the weather today. Rainy and yucky!!! I hate the rain. It makes me hurt and very grumpy. I have a major headache and am frustrated so I think I'm going to go and work with some type of scrap project. Don't have much to work with but I'm gonna try to put myself in a good mood! Wish me luck!